Donning many hats and yet longing to do lots more things. Nothing new to my personality. It is not just one thing that I am currently handling in my personal and professional life (trying to get that established firmly after a little one voila!). As much as I am loving to do few steps that will help me in my professional world tomorrow, there are many times during the day when I feel am left behind than my own expectations.
One thing that motherhood has taught me is to have enormous amount of patience and I think that is helping me feel that one day I will be able to lead my life as I want, achieve what I want and even then take care of my child. Until then it is taking few baby steps in professional world trying to scout for freelance assignments.
We all change over a period of time don’t we? A decade ago I was this ambitious girl thinking nothing will stop me not marriage not motherhood but then it all changed with time. No regrets but today I want to make everything work and right now full time career is yet to take shape as getting my child adjusted to the outside world is taking time. And until he is going to be fine I can’t imagine me being fine at my office. Nevertheless I am very confident my career will ‘happen’ this year with the co-operation of my family and my child.
For those who read this post does it seem like a personal letter out? I can say that I am just pouring my feelings and hoping I am going to be much stronger after writing this.
If you read this all I can say that thanks for reading it and be in touch.
Bye